Syzygy

I love how I wanted to give you the world, but you took it, flipped it and reimbursed me the universe,

Each converse are like tongue ship rides through the known and unknown, while listening to SZA, Kendrick, 6lack, Cole, and Sade;

You showed me that we’re not stuck in our ways just like the moon every day we’re going through phases
Let’s kick it at the edge of the cosmos and reminisce of Genesis;

Skipping down memory lane, we trip over past mistakes;
Kindred of the same broken soul,
We each share positive vibes and shared pain feeling whole;

This type of energy is like photosynthesis
Full of nutrients and soul filling

You saw the best in me when I couldn’t see the beauty of my own wings
Making love with one another like how it supposed to be,
Not just on the physical but more spiritually;

What’s crazy is I don’t need to see heaven since God brought me to you;
Your presence is such a blessing and I know you never meant to,
You taught me how to Love me and to put myself first
Showed me how to move forward never in reverse
I’m both the sun and the earth of my own universe

Luna, I thank you.

©Kwamè “Amir” H.

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Da Struggle

Da Struggles
SO I GOT A BIT OF AN ISSUE, YEA I THINK YOU CUTE, BUT I KNOW YOU USE PEOPLE LIKE TOOLS I KNOW I CAN’T TRUST THESE TYPE OF FEELINGS TO YOU BUT WHAT AM I TO DO? MY BRAIN SAY DON’T BE THE FOOL DAMN, BUT MY HEART THINKS YOU’RE KIND OF COOL… WHEN WE VIBE IT’S NOTHING BUT SPACE, ME AND YOU OKAY MAYBE YOU’RE MORE THAN CUTE WHO AM I KIDDING YOU’RE MORE THAN BEAUTIFUL IT’S SOMEWHAT UNNATURAL HOW MUCH I THINK OF YOU, IT’S SOMEWHAT MAGICAL HOW MUCH I THINK OF SPENDING SO MUCH OF MY TIME WITH YOU, OH-OH, I GOT A BIT OF AN ISSUE

Lunar Petal 11: Dead Leaves

Why do I… love

Why do I think of suicide…? A Raven that wants to be a dove

Steady trying to maintain,

I’m drowning in my tears

While repetitively doing the same things,

I’m bending from our fears

No one can fathom the pain, of constantly fighting with my own brain

It’s agonizing to love when you feel so damn lonely,

I’m tortured by the devil in the mirror,

Every day he grows a little clearer,

My sanity, I’m trying not to let it go, I feel so damn helpless

Lost in this world, trapped in this maze, misplaced in this labyrinth, my head is filled with a haze,

You were the light I needed for better days,

Why you had to be selfish

You told me you were down and I just let it slip by

I’m so damn weak, I hate that you had to leave,

Just how much were you holding on the inside

The white lies of telling me you were alright

I wore my heart on my sleeve,

But you wore the scars underneath

You knew I was stressed but it was you losing the battling with depression

I should never have left you by yourself

Maybe then I could have help with your mental health,

I hope you in heaven behaving yourself

It’s still so much I wanted to say to you

I really wish I knew just what you were going through

I still wish that phone call wasn’t the truth

I miss dancing in your moonlight

All alone

I sit under a moonless sky

Just call my phone

I just want to hear you say it going to be alight

Now, these memories serve as dead leaves dancing in the wind of my window at night.

Dead Leaves.

-National Suicide Prevention Lifeline Call 1-800-273-8255-