So close and yet so far away.
We find that the silence can get so loud that it’s heartbreaking.
I lay in this bed wasting away,
Locked in a cell in my head,
Held prisoner by thoughts of my sweet Caroline,
I was hers but never was she mines
I knew we would bend but never break,
I said stay, she said no waits.
So now I’m going through yet another heartbreak clichè.
I fell in love when I said never again
Close to me, you were more than a friend,
It was always the world against you and I,
on some Bonnie and Clyde type vibe.
I found heaven in your eye’s when I never knew God,
The greatest lie was believing in that devils facade.
Amazing how you did nothing for me, but yet and still you were everything to me.
No matter how hard I would try wrong or right,
I dealt with the hell because it was you I needed at my side and still you left.
when it was all said and done you still said goodbye.
I always thought we would make it,
I guess I was mistaken.
If I could I would Nail my hands to the edges of stars with your broken promises,
Naked and Exposed my scars for all to see,
This is my Crucifixion for loving you, my Love… my Celestial being,
If I could I would tie you to those false dreams you sold me
Then watch you sink to the bottom of the sea of toxicity that was your Lies,
Watch you swallow your pride, Break free, frantically swim back to shores than watch as you regurgitate that Devils lie, “I Love You”
Why God, why make her the apple of my eye just to watch her be picked from my garden
Now I’m left blind, trapped in the endless loop of happy moments you decided to leave behind,
But it wasn’t all lies, I still carry some of those butterflies that flutter my heart, So I guess I’m still alive, Time heals wounds but wounds leave their scars